it’s difficult not to think;

have you ever had questions which you badly want answers to?
this is probably one of those times when being a thinker doesn’t help much.
i’m bombarded with thoughts, every now and then.
dear God, please take away any thought that’s not from you.
give it up shu hua, just give up the thoughts
don’t entertain them
it’s not worth it.

because i don’t want to go through a similar experience again.