all because of h1n1;

they put me under quarantine for today! it’s an awesome excuse to stay at home and slack.

but im fine, seriously. (:

it’s like fashion.

dance.
one day you’re in, the next day you could be out.
it is that scary.

i’ve got to buck up. like really.

careless me :(

i kinda rammed my toe against the edge of a brick on the sidewalk just now, and it sliced that side of  my toe. skin, flesh, blood and all. that whole side was ripped apart. the pain wasn’t unbearable, but i was just..i dont know. i felt strange, cos i havent seen that much blood in a while.

it’s been a while. (:

just came back from dance training. haha ive been thrown and tossed in so many different directions, i feel like  a pseudo barbie doll. haha we did (so many) tricks today! (tricks refer to those fancy stunts we do in dance)  they have funny names: sleeping beauty, red ending, back walkover, reverse cartwheel, helicopter, twister etc. its quite funny when we kinda made jokes out of them. things like “..know why it’s called red-ending? cos if the guys drop us, we girls would surely bleed, then it’ll really be a red ending.” yeah, things like that. haha.

i was really apprehensive when i first went back to training on tues night, esp after missing so many trainings due to camp/overseas trips, i was afraid that i wldnt be performing already cos i wont catch up in time. but thankfully lionel (our resident choreographer/instructor) still put me in this piece. gotta work really hard and train hard now. i really enjoy the trainings though; nothing beats the satisfaction you get from being able to accomplish a trick and do it properly. true, you may suffer lots of injuries along the way, plus you probably have to work hard and train up your body for it, but its worth it. what i particularly like and appreciate about salsa is cos we perform as a team. everyone must do their part, and when it all comes togther, the final result would be fabulous; a beautiful dance piece. we’re in the midst of learning a new choreo now, in preparation for the upcoming performance for malaysia salsa congress in july. im excited, i cant wait to see what the final outcome is like. (:  
 

aside, heres an update on what i’ve been up to for the past month or so…(:
OCIP Project Touch in Philippines
FTB Training 1
Faith Camp
Hong Kong Trip with Family
FTB Training 2
Dance Trainings

i thought alot during these trips and camps; searched for answers during each experience, answers which would hopefully bring me closer to answering the questions i have inside my heart. i learnt alot of things, including about myself. it was good, having time away from the hustle and bustle of normal day life to think about such things. i only wished i had more time.

but it’s true, i cant run away from the present. before i know it, it’s back to reality.

 

what’s up for me for the remaining of summer holidays…
MORE dance trainings
Social Science Camp
FTB Camp(s)
Malaysia Salsa Congress
APEC
Meetings meetings meetings
Catch-up with friends
Spending time with church junior buddies
and…my secret task! (have been wanting to do this for quite some, not sure if i’ve got the time though)

 

okay im tired. uploading pics on facebook is hardwork! esp when you have SO MANY!

an evergreen’s dilemma

how do you know. how would you know.
maybe it’s not so much a matter of who but a matter of when.
but in any case, at least for now, GUARD.

 

i’ll stand my soul Lord to you I surrender

 

PS: please do not attempt to understand this because it would probably not make any sense to you at all. try it at your own risk!